Oct 23, 2010

she is.

pardon me people;
i am your memories.
i will kill you slowly; kill you in silently.

i am your memories.
i am your ghost-to-be. i am your future-death-will-be

i am your memories.
your smile,is tears.your laugh,is fears.

i am your memories.
you will never have your own diary;you will never know your own-story.

i am your memories.
perhaps you know me;but it cant be
perhaps you hate me;but it will never be

i am your memories.
that will never fade away even you force me
because if i do,
you cant even breath;you cant even stay.

i am your memories.
i wont hide,i wont run,i wont say goodbye.
i will always be with you;
because i am your memories.

pardon me please;
because i am your memories
that you will never be-never see-never reach.

i am your memories that you have asked me to be.

Oct 21, 2010

rust.

tunggu,
bilamasanya dah tiba,tunggu.
bila seantero kenal dengan raksasa,tunggu.
bila terlelap segalanya bintang,tunggu.

tunggu,
secawan kopi di lewat malam;
masih di dalam cawan yang tak punya pemegang;pecah.
sepiring biskut lemau bersama marjerin berkulat.
bilamana timbul tanda tanya;tunggu.

tunggu,
yang langit masih berwarna malam,
yang awan masih bercorak kapas-kapas.
yang malam masih seerti hilang.

tunggu,
yang nadi akan berhenti mencungap.
yang penghulu segala tubuh akan meng-ais perlahan.

tunggu; tak akan lari.

Oct 17, 2010

dimm'd

"saya tak perlukan rasa takut awak untuk buat awak tunduk;saya perlukan rasa hormat awak untuk buat awak kenal yang saya tak suruh awak melutut"

your eyes will never see how far i am;your eyes will never see how strong i am
your ears will never hear how many words i used to smile,
your ears will never hear how frequent my mind keep on talking.
your nose will never know the smell of my own drawing
your nose will never know the smell of my own green.

you cant even use you sixth-sense;it wont work
because
no matter how close we are,
you will never know
how beautiful the beast is;how beautiful the ogre is.
because
you cant even see
you cant even hear
you cant even smell
your own-self.you own-self.

if you ask the rain how far you are;
"keep on thinking where is your smile"
if you ask the sunshine how great you are;
"keep on thinking why you wont share"
if you ask yourself how long you with your soul;
"keep on thinking why you keep on ignoring"


then,
there is a word that suddenly appear,
"coward"


Oct 5, 2010

dalam kebanyakan masa,dalam kebanyakan rasa,dalam kebanyakan jiwa,

terselit sekeping nota,

"will the sunshine separate the smile? will the storm be our part?"