Mar 30, 2013

"Makan Kawan adalah menu paling laris,sekarang" - Unknown

weird, isn't ?

there's always someone who is trying to
put all the blame on you
and
make a fool on you.

there's always someone who is being
such a good 'friend'
and
end up like
"i know everything about his/her bad attitude.i wanna reveal them out"

there's always someone who is looking
at you heartlessly
and
you've been judged, perfectly.

there's always someone who is digging up
your stories
top-secret-to-be,
and
proudly says,
"you're pathetic"

but
there's always someone who is praying
"May Allah protect you, guide you to the right path.May Allah give you a heart which is living,beating freshly without dying"

know your friend well - -
because
when you fall,when you're drowning,
he/she might
give a hand
or
spill out the damn.

"you might not know the true colors, even the sky mix the signals"

Mar 24, 2013

and I miss you,
mum.





Mar 13, 2013

jangan risau, ini cuma monolog.dengan diri sendiri, mungkin.

normallah bilamana
kau terjatuh, ada yang ketawa.
kau tersungkur, ada yang mengata.
kau buat apa saja, ada yang tak kena.

normal.

dan, tak normal sekiranya akan ada satu hari, dimana tumbukan akan berbekas dengan kemas di muka kau yang datangnya daripada aku sendiri.

itu abnormal (mungkin)


Mar 10, 2013

mengantuk dan selamat malam (:

they said;
wake up

but they fell asleep.

they said;
move on

but they still keep holding on

they said;
be strong

but they're crying in the crowd

they said;
dont mess up

but they become The-Only-Troublemaker

they said;
life must go on

but they stuck,hang on their own Imagination-Journey

they said;
stay positive

but they assume the hyper-negatives thoughts to people

they said;
listen

but they dont even want to hear from others

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sejujurnya,sebelum bercakap,fikir dua tiga kali sama ada kita boleh membuat hal yang sama atau sekadar cakap atas angin yang akhirnya berterbangan entah kemana; disambar petir atau dibaham helang.

who knows.
oh,this long-deep-reminder is for me.Assalamualaikum.


aku jumpa gambar ni kat tumblr.dan aku rasa gambar ni comel.



Mar 8, 2013

she is trying.

not a good daughter.
not a good sister.
not a good friend.
not a good person.
not a good slave.
not a good human-being.

but
im trying to be
a better one
for
my parents
siblings
friends
people

im trying to be better for Allah, a better slave for Him.

im trying.

so
when im bad,
when im worse
when im a shit-to-be,

guide me back.
bring me back.
back to my Creator.

dont pull me down.
dont push me away,
dont.

because
im weak
im weak just like you.

yes,
you.

and we need Him to be strong; to get stronger.

to meet Allah  
together
in Jannah

Mar 4, 2013

she speaks.

i speak Silence; you cant grab the rhythm.

i speak Scream; you cant hear the voices.

i speak Peace; you wont accept the meaning.

i speak Anger; you didnt know the feelings.

i speak Go; you stay like an idiot

i speak Please; you assume myself as a beggar

i speak Polite; you conclude 'You have feelings toward me'

i speak Nothing; you blame me as a Deaf-Blind

i speak Smiley; you cant notice the Hidden-Thoughts



whatever i speak, whatever i speak, 
you thoughts make no sense,at all.
and,there's come one point 
where i speak everything 
and
you hear nothing.
you hear nothing.
you hear nothing.

Peace be upon you.
Good night.


ada orang kata kat aku; 
"bila kau menulis,akan ada yang terasa.walhal alkisah yang kau cerita adalah gabungan daripada pelbagai jenis cerita yang kau dengar,baca dan reka"



Mar 3, 2013

berhenti.

berhenti sekejap.

cukup untuk kau tahu tentang satu hal;

"people change.feelings change"

teruskan berjalan.

photo taken from tumblr

Mar 2, 2013

they live not to please you,not even to impress you.wake up.

benda dah lepas, sudahlah.
benda dah kebelakang, sudahlah.
benda dah jadi, sudahlah.
benda dah 'mati' , sudahlah.

ambil mata, letak di depan.
ambil telinga, pasang kedepan.
ambil suara, lontar kehadapan.
ambil diri, hidup di depan.

kritik, tak salah.
herdik, tak salah.
caci maki, tak salah.
konon.

beginilah, apakata kau biar dia hidup dengan cara dia?
tanpa kau perlu matikan dia dengan cara yang kau anggap itu perlu.

boleh?

hidup dalam sesebuah komuniti, buat cara hidup dalam sebuah komuniti.bukan dengan cara kau hidup dalam kuasa sendiri,konon.

ada masa, akan meletus.
ada masa, kau akan tahu aku juga tahu untuk marah.